eating disorder awareness month -Februray

every year in the month of Februray it is eating disorder awareness month. . every year i always tell myself "hey next year i'll be recovered." "next year will be the year i can look back and say how far i've come." well i guess this year is not the year.

i mean i guess i can say i have made baby steps in places hear and there but i dont know. i want to be the girl that is the inspiration...will that ever be me????

i recently auditioned for americas got talent. i wont find out for 2-4 weeks if i actually made it. but i told my story and the driving force that actually pushed me to go was not because i wanted to become big and famous. i mean yea sure that had a little part, but i wanted to be known so i can help other girls in the spot that i am in. but we will see what God's will is for me

here is a collage i made for EDA week....